Sunday, June 28
I did not sleep very well at all last night. I kept having dreams in which I was trying to help Auo. One time I was trying to help her get a mindmapping application to work for a school assignment.
As I woke up I remembered that she would be better just switching to FreeMind. I lay in bed thinking that I must remember this and tell her when we get up, and then I remembered that she was dead. After that I found it hard to get back to sleep, and then when I did the same thing happened again. Several times.
I went for a walk in the woods and then changed all the bedding. Today was hot and when all that was done we ate breakfast outside.
Then we did a lot of gardening and tidying. I walked into the woods and heard a tennis ball hit a racket and for a second it sounded like a cricket match on some village green somewhere, and I felt like a child again.
Now there is a plane circling overhead in the almost cloudless sky. It is passing under one of the few streaks of cloud.
Later Naa will go to the cinema with Sampo and Irma and I will carry on in the garden, and then sit on the terrace with a bottle of Garage Hard Iced Tea, which tastes just like iced tea.